Nature is struggling to survive

and feed us

as we laze back and thrive

with bulging eyes

and shrinking brains

and bellies full of shit

we can't even digest

and the room is filled

with things, I really need

as I sit at my table, and feed

When did my life become so dull

Gone from party girl

To one no one longer invites

Each day blends into the next

No reprieve

Living minus the fun

Like reading a book

And all the pages say the same

Flicking through

Praying to see different

A shaded light splays

Dark ray’s lye down

On splattered feathers

A cold mossy green branch

Wet with red raw claws

Atoning for his fatal flaw

Disguised in her jungle black

He mistake’s his lovers call

The dive steep, the caw

The switchblade feet, the fall

His mate, her fate raped

His reddest regret of all

My spirit is not at peace

Searching and never finding

Happiness eludes me

Wandering and forever lost

Why don’t I fit in anywhere

Feels like no one understands me

What is it my spirit is looking for

I ask for answers

All I get is complete silence

Tormented spirit